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I think I might be coming to the end of my bold phase. It's not really gotten me anywhere and it's just making me worry and feel insecure. Screw being bold. I was fine before when I was shy and quiet and only talked to people once I felt comfortable talking to them. Hmph. I suppose I'll wait it out for a couple more days and see if my feelings change, but if they don't I'm going back to my old self. It's not worth it if it's going to hurt me and leave me disappointed. I deserve better than that.