adventureland

Tomorrow I'm scheduled in Adventureland for the first time ever. I've worked there doing breaks and stuff like that but I've never been scheduled there. I'm a little excited, but not totally because I am sick and I really don't want to go to work tomorrow. I might call out. I haven't decided if that's a smart idea though. Should I go to work for 9 miserable, sick hours. Or should I stay in the comfort of my apartment and my bed and the tv and eggnog and popsicles.
I feel like my mind has made up it's mind.
If I'm not feeling 75% tomorrow morning when I wake up at 9, I am definitely not going to work!!
Decision made!

Christmas is going to suck so bad. We have sort of decorated, but we haven't been able to get our tree yet. I feel like it isn't even December. My normal December would be filled with Christmas trees and finals right now. Instead, I work all the time, there are unfinished decorations all over the place and Magic Kingdom has been celebrating Christmas since November 2nd so my world is totally thrown off right now!

Random subject change, my arm muscle was just twitching and since it's 4:17 AM right now, I zoned out and watched it instead of doing anything else.

Anything in this post should probably be disregarded because of the late hour and number of cold meds I'm on right now.

HMMMM. What to say, what to say. I officially have drunk pictures up on Facebook. I thought it would never happen, but here we are today, and the most recent tagged photos of me are ones I can barely remember. Go figure. I also drunk called someone from work. Thank you alcohol. You never let me down, do you!? Now he forever gets to remember me as that drunk girl that called him talking about how cute he is. Lame.... alright, done with this crazy junk, onto the important stuff!

I'm not staying in Florida!! I wrote a pro/con list of staying because I thought Britta would ask me if i had written one, so I figured it would be a good idea. Here it is:

Pros

Experience

More time to figure out what I want to do

Making new friends

Meeting new boys

Stocking 

Florida

Free tickets to Disney

Can try to fix my relationship with the big man upstairs

Money

Cons

Miss family and friends and Raptor

Another semester off from school

Miss Nina and Britta’s last semester

Miss Liam's and Raptor's birthdays

No time in Milly before I move back home

21^st birthday w/o besties or mom

Wesley is in Milly

Could possibly lead me farther away from Jesus (not my original plan)

And that's that. It's not the best list ever and for a little bit the pros outweighed the cons for some reason, but I just really need to come home. I talked to Tori tonight and I miss her so much words can't even describe it. I need my best friend back in my life! And my Mom and Dad and stepdad and sister and brothers and Raptor!! Like I said before, I freaking miss my cat so much. I cried the other day when I thought about cuddling with him. I'm such a lame-o. Oh well.

I am contemplating changing my major. Again. Not like anyone who reads this hasn't heard that one before. I just don't think nursing is in my future. It used to be, but I don't think so anymore. Maybe I can be a social worker or a teacher or something. Teacher is really jumping out at me right now. I like the idea of educating adorable kids and for some reason the idea of being really really organized and changing the boards for the seasons and holidays and wearing cute teacher-y outfits and glasses really appeals to me. Along with impacting young children and showing them Jesus' love for them on a daily basis. I feel like I would be really good at that. When I think about being a nurse, I get nervous and insecure like I can't handle it. But when I think about teaching, I feel really confident about it. Maybe it's a sign that it's supposed to happen. I'm gonna pray about it some more and see if that's what God really wants me to do. 

I meant to write a post about everything I'm thankful for during Thanksgiving, but time got away from me as it usually does, so I'll go ahead and list some of them now. (in no particular order, of course)

Mom

Dad

Mike

Ariel 

Keegan

Liam 

David
Annelise

Britta
Tori
Nina
Drew
Kailee

blankets (I am currently freezing my butt off and wish I had one)

Disney

Everyone I work with and have met in Disney (with the exception of a few that just didn't rub me the right way) 

My grandparents

The rest of my family and friends

Raptor Baptor

heat

AC

Rain

Cold medicine

My iPhone

And most importantly, Jesus, because without him none of the above would even matter

I'm gonna hit the hay now so I can make a semi smart decision about going in to work tomorrow. (let's be real, I'll probably have another post up tomorrow night about how I slept all day and missed out on 9 hours of paid slavery, but I can try to be optimistic about making it there, right??) 

Adios!!